Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Contact high

I will not be angry that my friend is dating my ex boyfriend.
I will not be angry that he makes me angry.
I will not be angry that he brags to me about how he takes her out but didn't ever properly take me out.
I will not be angry that he is with somebody else and I still am not.
I will not let the fact that I still care about him get to me.
I will not talk to him anymore.
I will do whatever it takes to keep him out of my mind.

I will go out Friday night with my new friends across the street.
I will be happy that I have these friends here who love hanging out with me.
I will continue to make new friends.
I will stay in my apartment every night unless I am away for the weekend.
I will deal with the fact that I have to share a room with another person.
I will spend as much time during the day out.
I will continue to practically live at the co-op.
I will stop looking back on the past.
I will study all day Friday after class.
I will have fun all night Friday.
I will have even more fun Saturday.
And make more friends.

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2 comments:

  1. This is the best post that you've ever, well, posted.

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  2. Better than the long list of things I love and appreciate?

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